THE HART OF HEAVEN
By Swami Yogananda
(Inspired by "The Hound of Heaven," by Francis Thompson.)
Like a wild, cruel hunter
Sure of my prey,
I chased for the Heavenly Hart
Thru forests of dark desires,
Maizes of my passing pleasures.
Thru corridors of ignorance
I raced for Him,
The Hart of Heaven.
Farther, farther He fled,
Driven— afraid of me,
(Equipped with spears keen of selfishness.)
As He fled ...the Earth echoed,
"I am more fleet
Swifter than thy feet
Of fiery passion's greeds
Which vainly rush at Me.
None reach Me
Who frighten Me
And thus make Me wise."
Then I flew on the planes of heavenly prayer
In pursuit of the Deer.
But crashed to Earth;
—Of restlessness I fell.
The Deer yet flies,
The echo replies:
"I am fleeter
Than thy noisy plane of prayer.
Thy loud-tongued noise of hollow prayer
In the earliest hour of the chase
Startled Me.
I fly beyond thy sight."
My spears, my dogs, my plane ...I left;
Stealthily I crept,
Holding my dart of concentration.
Ah, all sudden
Lo! There I spied the Hart of Heaven
Grazing peacefully,
Fearlessly, before me.
I took aim ...and shot—
But, my hand shook with unsteadiness.
Look! The Deer bounded
And the Earth resounded:
"Without devotion
Thou art a poor, poor marksman!"
Though I shot again and again
At the Heavenly Hart,
It fled, crying:
"I am beyond the range of thy mental dart.
I am beyond!"
In despair I gave up the chase
And finding a secret lair of Love ...in me
By strange intuition and in curiosity led
I strolled ...deeply within.
Lo! There came my Hart of Heaven
Willingly walking in.
Eager, devoted,
Steadily I shot ...again and again
With my concentration-dart;
Afraid It might again fly.
I missed many times, yet
It stirred not, moved not, fled not.
There my Heavenly Hart
Wounded by devotion's dart
Lay gasping, dying in me.
And Its vanishing breath
Sang thru the silent Earth
Echoing within me:
"None can seize Me
Save with the help of Mine.
Save only Mine!
I am thine! Receive Me!"